AJ “the Sage” Murillo
I’m a writer with a heart full of warmth and a pen fueled by passion, gracefully juggling the roles of a loving wife, a devoted mother to twins, and mindfulness teacher. Originally from the streets of Brooklyn, NY, I have found solace and inspiration nestled in the breathtaking mountains of Ecuador.
What inspired me to write & dive into the world of conscious awareness?
As a young child, I dreamt of becoming a writer, captivated by the enchanting stories I read. Yet, as I grew older, self-doubt clouded my belief in having something equally remarkable to share. After years of failed attempts and giving up, fate had a surprise in store. I discovered a profound message that I knew I was born to tell—a gift that would allow me to share the secrets of our human existence. This knowledge, combined with my ability to explain these complex concepts with clarity, became my purpose as a writer—to empower others on their transformative journeys and illuminate the extraordinary power of the human mind.
How has my personal transformation influenced my writing and the messages I share with you?
It’s a journey that has led me to become a better, more authentic version of myself. You see, there was a time when I believed I had to be someone I wasn’t, someone who sought approval and validation from others. This made it challenging to express my true voice on paper, to share my deepest thoughts and insights without fear of judgment. But through my own transformation, I have come to realize something profound. There are more people out there who can relate to the struggles of the old me than I could have ever imagined. I understand the inner battle, the yearning for alignment, and the pursuit of true happiness. This understanding runs deep within me, resonating equally with the struggle and the path to growth.
What are some insights that shaped my spiritual journey?
Ah, where do I even begin? I’ve had countless profound and life-altering epiphanies across various dimensions of life. The strangest part is that there seems to be no end to the levels of elevation and understanding. With each profound epiphany, my perspective shifted, and I felt a deeper connection to the universe. It was a continuous process of growth and transformation, bringing me closer and closer to my ultimate goal—becoming one with the Universe.
What challenges have I faced on my spiritual path, and how have I overcome them?
The biggest challenge I’ve faced on my spiritual path is the fear of becoming someone greater in front of those who have seen me at my lowest. It was disheartening to realize that many people preferred the version of me when I was in a lower state of mind. This realization created a conflict within me and held me back for years, even after my awakening. It was a struggle to fully embrace this new part of myself because of the fear of judgment and rejection.
For a while, I held onto the belief that “it’s lonely at the top,” thinking that true happiness and personal growth would isolate me from others. But I have come to realize how wrong and irrelevant that phrase is when you are genuinely happy. The truth is, as I continue to evolve and align with my true self, I attract like-minded individuals who support and uplift me on my journey. Surrounding myself with a positive and supportive community has been instrumental in overcoming this challenge.
I have learned that it’s okay if not everyone understands or supports my growth. What truly matters is staying true to myself and embracing the path that resonates with my soul. As I let go of the need for external validation and acceptance, I have found a profound sense of freedom and authenticity. And in this newfound state of genuine happiness, I have discovered that it is far from lonely. It is a place where I can connect deeply with others who appreciate and celebrate my growth, and together, we continue to uplift and inspire one another.
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